You Wanna Be My Friend....

I have the biggest smile on my face right now !!!!!! I know for a fact that some people come into your life for different reasons. Some stay a long time. Some stay for a little bit. Some do good and some do bad. I'd like to think of myself as one of those that come into your life to stay and make you feel like together we could do anything. Today I received a friend request from a little boy who I hold very close to my heart. I am nothing to this child. I am not his mother. I am not his aunt. I am nothing to him but a woman who shared many years with his father and yet he requested me!(Facebook)It makes me feel extremely happy with what I have done in my lifetime. To make a difference in someone elses child. I had the privilege to see him in diapers still drinking from a bottle. To see him grow through out the years, not as much as I'd like too but just enough memories that hold special feelings within my heart. I was one of those step moms that understood that these kiddos(2 extra boys) were in my partners life before I came in it. Children are innocent. They should NEVER be held accountable for their parents mistakes. I was and am woman enough to accept and be willing to open up My heart to children that I didn't have. I was woman enough to say, yes they are my kids when being asked Are they all yours? I was woman enough to take the heartache of when my bonus babies weren't allowed to visit. I was woman enough, and because of my actions I still have 1out of 2 of my bonus babies. There aren't enough words to write down on how happy I am. I know I am nothing but the mom of your half brothers but I know you know that I love you guys as if you were mine.

Happy

Yesterday had to be one of the most mind altering day in my life,we went to pick up my bonus babies!!!!!! I was expecting the same shit like always we get there and they tell some bullshit that hey are not there but they we're,hubby talks to who I'm guessing are her brothers? and he walks up to he little patio area and since my ass is blind I couldn't see who was here but what I did see was a small white shirt wrapping his arms around babe!!! That very moment made a few ears run down my face!!! Then they both jumped in the ruck and I felt so strange like as I was meeting them for the first time or something,weird I know then I looked back and saw two smiling faces and I got a "Hi Carol" melted my mothafuckin heart away!!!! My DAMION & Benny,then we get home and my babies went ballistic hugging,high fivein', and just straight up throwing a welcome home party(I can just imagine when they get older,trust me they know how to party)lets just say their party didn't end until 2 am!! but I was happy that my kids were happy seeing their brothers again.I am a very blessed momma to have 6 boys under my roof and I hope I get he chance to continue to all of them grow up and become responsible MEN.and to top it off Fathers day weekend,I know my babe is very happy and pleased to have them all together once again.