Happy Go Lucky...Yeah Right

Yesterday was supposed to be a very happy go lucky day.It was the hubby's birthday and we had some company over,well it went on to become a night of speaking of the Evil one(sister-in-law) and chasing kiddos around the house to fall asleep for school.Speaking of the Evil one lasted 45 minutes and then we finally blew out the candles.As everyone was leaving I run after the kiddos(they're terrified of me)and I slip on some water by the entry to the hallway....I get a right away bruise and I hit my toes on the corner of the very pointy base board.I'm laughing now cause I feel like an ass for falling down but my big toe hurts like hell !!!!It's the kind of hurt that you laugh cause it hurts so bad,I end up laughing/crying as everyone is leaving.Now I think I broke my big toe,it's purple and swollen and it hurts like hell.I am not the type to go to the ER for any thing but this shit really hurts and I cant walk.I try to limp around but still cant!Even when I lay down in bed I am in pain.I would post a picture but frankly I don't want the world looking at my toes!!!I wish I had some pain medication to take and forget about it but I don't and I'm stuck with 2 whining boys who are driving me crazy right now.I gotta go they at it again.

Simply Sarali

My Babies

I have seen plenty of blogs with lots of pictures in them and I said to my self .."I need to do that too"

My Babies...

Daniel,my first born.He is the one who suffers from ADHD and it's all caused by his brothers'.He is very energetic and he will tell you like it is.He is a COD addict(call of duty),he loves unconditionally no matter what.He will always be my baby even if he says"Im a big boy now"

Joshua Jay,my he almost didnt make it miracle baby.He too is from the month of october and he came home from the hospital before christmas.Thank you Lord for this wonderful gift of a child,he is very loving and always wants you to know he loves you.He is the quiet one in the family..but they say "watch out fore the quiet ones"very true!!!Dont ever piss of Josh.Very timid but sweet.Gotta love Josh!!!!

Phillip..he is the splitting image of daddy.He has a temper like no other,he has and needs to get it his way because if he doesnt you will hear a lion's roar and "I hate you" to follow the roar.He tends to be very clumsy,always bumping into tings and falling.He also is "KING" of this jungle but this king is always fighting for his territory with Mr.Otis.

My baby Otis..he is the most sweetest boy in the world !! He loves his momma dearly and noone seems to understand him but me.He was born a day before my birthday..thats alone makes me love him like no other.He also seem to rule everything hat goes on in this house and him and daddy are always butting heads.I hope you will forever stay a momma's boy!!! I love you Otis.

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My childhood neighborhood.

This week I chose writing prompt 1.) Your childhood neighborhood.

Cimarron is the name of my childhood neighborhood,we lived there since I was 5 yrs old.
It was a very nice and quiet place to live,no bad neighbors,nothing out of the ordinary just
a typical small community.Every one was able to be outside,everyone knew each other,all
was picture perfect.I remember one neighbor the most Mr.Gandy our local tv repair man
he was the best he gave us a microwave that up until last year gave up on my mom.That's
fairly about 9 years that thing stayed with us ,he fixed all our tv's when hey would go out.
He was a really nice and handy neighbor to have,plus he  was good friends with my dad.
Where ever you are Mr.Gandy...you were awesome ! My other favorite was Miss Andrea
she is a very sweet lady,  always watching over us and I was really good friends with her
grandkids.I loved living there at the time and I have alot of memories that my sister and
brothers left there. One of my favorite was when my sister and I thought it was a good
idea to ride my bike while she was holding on to the back of my bike while she was riding
her roller blades. At the time we really didn't know that trying to roller blade on gravel was
a very bad idea that would leave you knee scars!!!!! Good times..lol ! But now that I go visit
my mother.....the once quiet family friendly Cimarron is now filled with a bunch of little wannabes
gangster boys that think is cool to have your pants below your ass and wear a big ass white t shirt.
All you hear is nothing but loud music,parties every where and I'm glad to say I'm very far away
from was once known as my neighborhood.I see it now and would not want my babies any where
near there. But as I grow older I'm glad it left me with good memories and I can look back and
talk to my kiddos about the things we did there.Goodbye Cimmarron
Simlpy Sarali

1st Day Of School

Today is the 1st day of school for my babies.

Joshua is going to kindergarten and Daniel is in 2nd grade.My boys are in the same school building this year!!! That means I can finally buy a yearbook and be able to see both my babies. I miss them already but the house is enjoying some much needed silence! No one is fighting over the blankets,which that is awesome! I was able to watch them get on the same bus and sit together.That made me a little nervous only because riding the school bus is a big thing in our household, it means that you no longer are little kids but BIG BOYS who ride the bus in the morning.I can not wait until the other 2 go to school,I will be able to have no one asking me for things when all I wanna do is sleep.I hope my "babies" are doing ok and I wish them the best!!Happy 1st Day of School to everyone,kiddos and teachers!!!

Simply Sarali

F**k You Friday's(8/20/2010)

This is how I'm going to do things on Friday's,every once in a while at the end of the "working" week there are things that piss me the hell off and friday will be my F**k You Friday,starting today.

Monday-well the name says it all,there were a bunch of fighting and crying from everyone!I also found the tea mix all over my kitchen floor.

Tuesday-was a little better but still had alot of everything involved.

Wednesday-we received a text and call from the .....Wicked Witch from the West,Ms.Baby Momma,letting us know she had a file against her from the kiddos school,and that was it.No more info was explained or given but a text"I will handle this,it's my problem"NO BITCH...it's ours as well we do have every right to know on whats going on with the kids!(that'll be another post)

Thursday-we go to meet with the caseworker and to our surprise,it seemed that she didn't give a hoot!!??Lady the kiddos had bruises and you don't care?WTF

Friday-well at least it's friday and nothing major has happened so that is always good news,we'll see how the day turns out!

Finally Fuck you Mon,Tues,Weds,Thurs!!!!!!!!!!

Dear Mommy..

Let's See if this works..

Dear Mommy,
I wish you could stop yelling at us for every little thing we do.We would like for you to be more understanding on why we dont do our chores,on when we miss the toilet in the mornings,on how we drop most or all the food on the kitchen floor,and on how we tend to beat eachother up constantly!!We think that daddy works too much and needs to be home more,we think that you could do more around the house..you have chores too(I had to put that one in for myself)but most of all we LOVE that you do our chores,that you clean our not so pleasent smelling bathroom,that we eat all three meals,that you help us with our homework,that you clean the area where we always seem to forget,we love the fact that daddy works so we can have an X-Box 360,a PSP,a Playstation3,a nintendo DS and a tv in our room.We appreciate all and everything that you do for us.
Love Always,
The Ramos Boys(Daniel,Joshua,Phillip,Otis)

Now if I ever get a letter like that from my boys..that would be one hell of a surprise and I would frame that thing!!!but my babies are 7,6,4,3 so for now all I get is the "mommy he hit me,mommy im hungry,mommy he stinks,mommy i want this(every toy that appears on tv)mommy can we go to the groceries for yogurt"All I can say is YES to everything.

Simply Sarali

Staind Fade

I just needed someone to talk to


You were just too busy with yourself

You were never there for me to

Express how I felt

I just stuffed it down

Now I'm older and I feel like

I could let some of this anger fade

But it seems the surface

I am scratching

Is the bed that I have made

 
So where were you


When all this I was going through

You never took the time to ask me

Just what you could do

 
 
This is one of my favorite songs from Staind,it has alot of meaning and the words are as if they were spoken straight from my heart.

Forgiveness

What would I ask forgiveness from/for?Wow I think that list will be too long but let me reflect on my wrongs.First and foremost I want to ask my mother for forgiveness because she put up with alot of my crap!!! I do mean ALOT,my husband because I know at times I get very bitchy..Ok let me do it this way...I'm sorry for being a challenging daughter,I'm sorry for getting you upset when you needed me,I'm sorry for being a "mean mommy",I'm sorry if I ever hurt your feelings,I'm sorry I helped in you making bad decisions,I'm sorry for all the wrong Ive caused in your life.I ask for forgiveness from my father, mother,husband,kids,in laws and most of all I ask if I can learn to forgive myself for doing everything that I  have done in my 24 years of life.I know there will be more mistakes to be made but only then when you make those mistakes will you be able to reflect on this and ask if you or anyone can really get forgiven for your doings.I wish I had more contact with family members that have passed away ....I would say to them I'm sorry for not being there,I'm sorry that I didn't get to say you I love you, and I would hope to get their forgiveness because those were the ones who will always be the ones who cared unconditionally. I hope I did this one right,I'm new to this Blogger world but I'm hopping to be able to express myself and find peace and happiness in my writings.
Love
Simply Sarali

Outside

I'm letting the kiddos blow off some of the energy...cause they're driving me nuts!I wonder what is the fascination with the great outdoors?Boys tend to get down and dirty,riding bikes and just being boys.I sit out here and its HOT!!!I must say I'm enjoying this little bit of peacefulness if you can call it that.With my minutes counting down until I have to go inside and be the Domestic Goddess that I am.(haha!)showering the kids is more like washing WILD BEAST,and then all the clothes that end up piled up on the floor is ridiculous.I know or at least hope that there are mommas out there that understand where I'm coming from.How do you do it? is a questions that's is asked from everyone I encounter,and I must say I don't know.I was blessed with a WHOLE LOT of Patience(Thank you Jesus for that)cause who knows how crazy I would be if I didn't have it.At times it gets rough but I learn to just go with the punches and ride out motherhood the best way I can.My bonus kids(step)keep saying it's boring but my kiddos are having a blast,they truly are my WILD BEAST(maybe that's why I love the book Where the wild things are)they live here with me!I am happy when my kids are happy and if that means sweating my ass off outside...well guess what that's where you'll find me.I love my kiddos and my hubby so as I walk inside my castle that is what I will be thinking about.
Love,
Simply Sarali

A Long Drive

Where would I go?I think I would just grab my stuff and go minus the husband and kids!From Texas to where ever highway 59 north takes me..but with my bad sense of directions who knows where I would end and how long it would take to get there.I know I would stop at every little shop I could get too and simply buy something or just ask for directions..to where I don't know?In the mist of all that driving of course I would have plenty of time to talk to my "inner"mommy and ask "What can I do to be a better mom?"What to do to be a better wife,and most of all what are the things that I have to change so that my boys will grow up remembering the mom who did and will continue to do everything for them.As I have this window of maybe 10 minutes to my self I'm, reflecting on those same questions,Are my kids proud of the momma they have,is my hard working husband tired of coming home to a grouchy and bitchy wife,am I setting good examples for my boys,will they grow up to be kind loving GENTEL MEN?My long drive would probably be for the best and to my return...Oh My Goodness would everyone be surprised!Until I take that long drive I will continue to be the neighbor with a bunch of kids,a bitchy wife,a mean mommy,a shy girl who fears of what others think,a friend to all but an enemy you would hate to have,and most of all I will be ME!!

Boys..

Here I go trying this blog thing out,what can I say but "Boy is my house filled with testosterone" 6 boys plus a  husband under our roof is least to say CRAZY..and I ask myself what would it be like if I had a little girl running around here?I don't do hair,I wear mine in a bun all the time.Would I know where to find a barbieand all her accessories?Would I know what kind of clothes to get her?Well all I know is Call of Duty,Ben10,Transformers,Hot Wheels,Basketball shoes,and I have to say I LOVE EVERY MOMENT OF IT !!Boys are much easier to take care of and they LOVE their Momma!!They tend to get rough and tough sometimes and that's when mommy goes to her room for some quiet time because if I don't....I WILL GET HURT!My boys are the sweetest boys on this earth and I wouldn't change them for NOTHING,not even a precious little girl who will always be a "Daddy's Princess",and when she is grown...well I'll just leave it at
that.I am and will always be "Mommy"to my little boogers.I am proud to say I was Blessed with4wonderful,loving kiddos,2 Bonus babies that I love as if they were my own,and 1 wonderful husband who would and will do anything to keep us happy.Our Chaos comes with Love.

LIFE..

What does the word LIFE mean in your opinion?
Is it for us to take advantage of it and do as we please,or is it that we should treasure what life has given to us?Many people abuse life that it understandable why they must suffer and endure so much pain.Do we choose to do good or do we choose to do nothing but the bad?In that case what is the bad...lying,cheating,stealing this list can go on and on.There is one person who has every right to choose for us and of course that is THE MAN UPSTAIRS!!!!!He can give and take within seconds,when you look back at your life what is your most fond memory or your least?Will it be the moments that you CAN remember or will it be the moments of sadness and solitude?My most happiest would have to be when my life was changed and I was called mommy! My saddest and most hurtful was when I was the one to chose between giving or taking a life,and I have my blessing here with me everyday telling me "I LOVE YOU MOMMY,DID YOU HEAR ME".With every decision you make in life there is and will always be a consequence to it and that is enough for everyone to look forward to what Life has to offer.