Crazy

All I can say is.....
I'm fucking with crazy, and crazy is something I'm enjoying.

Losing My Mind

Today has been a very productive day did all the house work and a little bit of shopping, but as I was doing the dishes I notice myself sing a song that well umm is not very me.As a stay at home momma all day my living room tv and even my bedroom tv channels are literally programed on Nick.I know every show on there and probably every theme song but this one I seem to be singing all the damn time and yes people I LOVE IT!!!!
I know Im not the only one out there singing along to these songs and Im okay with that.I have to say it makes doing housework a little fun.

Oh by the way I had a great day !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

Not This One

Ive been known for having some real crazy dreams some that are sooooo fucking fake that you wouldn't even believe it was a dream and some soo real that made me wake up and cry or left me in shock but the dream I had last night was just UNBELIEVABLE.I woke up and started to cry!!!All I remember was being in a town home of some sort on the second floor,walking in and finding the hubby there with a friend drinking.I was so pissed that I started washing dishes(I do that in real life,when I'm pissed I do chores)well he(hubby)said some smart ass remark and Ii blew up and started talking shit.He comes into the kitchen part of the house and now he's talking shit but I cant hear nothing that he is saying,I turn around and grab a knife that I really have here at home and he says this to me "go ahead, do it" and guess what I did??I stabbed him in the chest...he goes and say something to the friend again cant hear what he is saying and I turn around and start heading towards he door he grabs me and I jump from the second story.He follows and pins me against the fence ....this is the part I couldn't believe (my hands are even shaking right now)I continue to sab him until he falls to the floor and dies.I run to a neighbors house to call his sister,mom,and everbody number that I remember but no one and i mean no one answered.The people ask what is wrong and I tell them and as soon as I could remember there were cops everywhere and as one was about to cuff me I wake up.Holy Shit never have I had a dream like that before,never!!I love the hubby and sometimes I feel like strangling his ass but this dream was just so......I don't know!!! what the fuck why am I dreaming of this??????????I just needed to get this out cause I don't have the guts to tell it to him,which i tell him just about every weird and crazy dream I have but not this one might freak him out a bit!!!

Thank you Blogger for this one!!!!