You Wanna Be My Friend....

I have the biggest smile on my face right now !!!!!! I know for a fact that some people come into your life for different reasons. Some stay a long time. Some stay for a little bit. Some do good and some do bad. I'd like to think of myself as one of those that come into your life to stay and make you feel like together we could do anything. Today I received a friend request from a little boy who I hold very close to my heart. I am nothing to this child. I am not his mother. I am not his aunt. I am nothing to him but a woman who shared many years with his father and yet he requested me!(Facebook)It makes me feel extremely happy with what I have done in my lifetime. To make a difference in someone elses child. I had the privilege to see him in diapers still drinking from a bottle. To see him grow through out the years, not as much as I'd like too but just enough memories that hold special feelings within my heart. I was one of those step moms that understood that these kiddos(2 extra boys) were in my partners life before I came in it. Children are innocent. They should NEVER be held accountable for their parents mistakes. I was and am woman enough to accept and be willing to open up My heart to children that I didn't have. I was woman enough to say, yes they are my kids when being asked Are they all yours? I was woman enough to take the heartache of when my bonus babies weren't allowed to visit. I was woman enough, and because of my actions I still have 1out of 2 of my bonus babies. There aren't enough words to write down on how happy I am. I know I am nothing but the mom of your half brothers but I know you know that I love you guys as if you were mine.

Little Update

No one said it would be easy but no one told me how hard it would really be.A little update...
I have 2 of my boys here with me!! My Phillip and my Otis ofcourse the mamas boys :) I am able to smile,to laugh again.All because of them,they love it here.Theres so many things we've done together.They attend school and of course they love it.My next step is to start doing the sports thing,football and baseball.Im still working so everything is going well.I talk more often to my other boys, wish they were here but hey Im happy to at least have 2 for now.Well thats it for now,talk to you guys later.

XOXO  :)

Weekend Report

This was me happy and tipsy this weekend !!!

Random Post

Two nights in a row I have dreamed of you, both times we're both talking like how we used to except the only difference is that this time around there is no flirting what so ever,it;s just the two of us talking plain and simple.I miss that, I really do.I hope that I'm able to have these dreams turn into a reality.Even if it is in my dreams it puts a smile on my face.Thank You.