New Year,New Outlook

Happy New Years folks!!! yeah I know its a little late but hey be happy no bullshit this year.Hope everyone had a good one,I did for once in my drinking lifetime I didnt drink!! YAY me!! well I had 1 beer yes 1 beer oh and a glass of champagne with the grapes you know.I have to say that I actually had a good time I was looking fly wearing a dress and I finally got to wear my 5 inch heels,they were all glittery and it was an epic fail!!!! I almost feel 3 times,I was walking soooooo damn slow it wasnt even funny but I looked damn good in them and yes beauty hurts!!!!!Kids had a hell of a ggod time popping fireworks since for 4th of july we had that stupid band.2011 was such a shitty year and you guys know it cause of course you read my crazy posts.2012 started really good no hangover and we also came home which was another 1st for us,were mid week and still its going good.I actually think that maybe this year will be the year for us.I hope so atleast.New Years is also the birthday of one of my bonus babies and we all got to talk to him which made me very happy since the Baby Mama is fucking crazy and never and I do mean NEVER lets us see them or even talk to them on the phone.I wont give her that much importance right now since I do have a post planned for her and the ugly fat bitch that fucked around with my husband a few years back and I will make sure they read it and when they do shit will hit the fan!!!!!! Anyway my post will change into a different language right now so get out your google translator.
No se porque pero toda la noche estuve pensando en ti,como quisera verte para saber de ti.No se si tu piensas en mi como yo a ti pero lo unico que puedo decirte es que te extrano.Este ano te deseo lo mejor que sigas logrando todo de lo que puedes acer.Hasta pronto :)
Okay well thats it for now and I hope you guys have a kick ass 2012!!
Love ya Bunches :)

2011

Since I got home this morning at 3am and left on the 31st,this post is my 1-1-2011.

Happy New Year everybody!

Next- I want this part to be just for you Benny,Happy Birthday(1-1)I know your dad was able to speak to you on your day and I was lookimng forward to talk to you too but again it didn't happen.This is what I wanted to say...
happy birthday Benny,we miss you and love you alot,I really wish you were here with us and I know for a fact you would've loved to be with us cause your just like your dad always smiling and laughing and I miss seeing that in you.I hope your doing good in school cause if your not you know I will make you do work on your vacation time cause we've done it before :)tell damion we miss him too and don't ever forget we love you both !!! That's all that I wanted to say to you on this day. love you !!

Now- for some reason at the stroke of 12am,as I was calling everybody and they momma to wish them a happy new year only one thing kept popping in my head,one name,one smile,one look.It was you :) and as bad as I wanted to call you and hear your voice for some reason I just knew you were feeling the same way,I hope !!!! Happy New Year ;)

Then-we continued to have sooo much fun I don't think Ive drank that many different liquids a once,Hennesy,Nuvo,Bacardi both clear and gold,and champagne.I was totally wasted and Im kinda scared of what pictures I will be tagged in on FB from 3 different folks!!!!!!but It was a hell of a night.

so now I'm at home sober ass hell and catching up on my household duties.

Happy 2011 !!!!!