Monday, May 19, 2014
Wednesday, April 30, 2014
Sunday, April 20, 2014
Friday, April 18, 2014
Saturday, April 12, 2014
Thoughts of a Restless Mind
I can rest easy now. Even though we dont talk much, I know that once you step foot on that rig you're okay. Big sigh of relief. Take care old friend.
Thursday, April 10, 2014
Monday, April 7, 2014
Wednesday, March 26, 2014
Monday, March 24, 2014
Thursday, March 20, 2014
Tuesday, March 18, 2014
Monday, March 17, 2014
Wednesday, February 5, 2014
Thursday, January 30, 2014
Friday, January 24, 2014
Wednesday, January 22, 2014
Monday, January 20, 2014
Photographs
I sat down today just to look at your photo. I couldn't help from keeping the tears stop from running down my face. Why. That's all I keep asking myself. Why didn't you stop when we were living under the same roof. Why did you lie to me. Why didn't you leave that job. Why didn't you try to fix our marriage. Why didn't you stop yourself from being with her. Why? I did everything in my power to show you that what I wanted was our family to be whole again. You have no idea how much pain you have caused. You have no idea what it feels like to see your significant have a child with someone else. You decided to be over there and not here. There's gonna come a day when everything around you is falling apart because of all the wrongs you have done and you'll think of the woman who stood next to you when you had nothing. When she was the only one telling you "Babe, it's gonna be okay. Fuck everybody else. You have us." When that day comes I hope that you'll be strong enough to forgive yourself. You'll see that loving you was the only thing I was trying to do. I shared many good times with you but I you also gave me bad memories that I can't forget.
A broken heart can only see darkness even when the storm has passed. A soul isn't free until it can surpass heartache. Life can only begin when the past has stopped peeking into it's future.
Saturday, January 18, 2014
Watery Eyes
For once in my fucked up life I wanna stop fucking crying over people who don't deserve my tears. This pain I feel is very strong and it's very damaging. I trusted you and gave you pretty much my life. Your betrayal is something I will never forgive you for. The boys and I put you on a fucking pedestal and all you did was hurt us. You're the worst of them all. Fuck you for everything you did to us. You don't deserve our love. You don't even deserve to be around us.
Friday, January 17, 2014
Thursday, January 16, 2014
Storms
The longest week I've yet to endure. The strongest I've ever been. The worst feeling in the world is loving someone unconditionally and having them not love you back. Though I sit and wonder why, I know this too shall pass. For once I'm done with it all, this will be one of my greatest accomplishments. A broken heart can and will eventually learn to heal. This Strom can lead you to a brighter path.
Wednesday, January 15, 2014
Mis Sentimientos
Como te extraño. Como quisiera verte otra vez. Como quisiera escuchar tu voz. Lo que tu hiciste no lo podré olvidar. Tu iluminaste mi corazón que estaba en la oscuridad. Quisiera levantar el teléfono y hablarte pero no lo voy hacer porque tu decidiste estar allá. Te quiero y no podré olvidarte, porqué yo si se esperar. Yo estaré aquí para qué cuándo me busques veas qué lo qué yo siento por ti es real. Te esperare.