Photographs

I sat down today just to look at your photo. I couldn't help from keeping the tears stop from running down my face. Why. That's all I keep asking myself. Why didn't you stop when we were living under the same roof. Why did you lie to me. Why didn't you leave that job. Why didn't you try to fix our marriage. Why didn't you stop yourself from being with her. Why? I did everything in my power to show you that what I wanted was our family to be whole again. You have no idea how much pain you have caused. You have no idea what it feels like to see your significant have a child with someone else. You decided to be over there and not here. There's gonna come a day when everything around you is falling apart because of all the wrongs you have done and you'll think of the woman who stood next to you when you had nothing. When she was the only one telling you "Babe, it's gonna be okay. Fuck everybody else. You have us." When that day comes I hope that you'll be strong enough to forgive yourself. You'll see that loving you was the only thing I was trying to do. I shared many good times with you but I you also gave me bad memories that I can't forget.
A broken heart can only see darkness even when the storm has passed. A soul isn't free until it can surpass heartache. Life can only begin when the past has stopped peeking into it's future.