Just Remember

You reap what you sow. That's what they say. Karma can be a bitch. Everyday the world turns and for some it can turn out to be good for others bad. This may be your karma. You decided to spend my first born sons birthday with your mistress. I didn't even get to see him until 3 days later. This year you won't be able to spend the boys birthdays with them because they'll be with me. The only difference is that I don't have anyone who will be taking your place. It's sad that things didn't work out. You haven't grown up. You still haven't filled yourself with the temptations that the world has. I just want you to remember one thing. All these women want you because your name comes with a title. That title comes with money. What they don't know is the struggle WE had to endure while getting to the top. They weren't there to fill out every single application. They weren't there when you needed help to pass every drug test. They weren't there when you needed help completing every work order. They weren't they when you wanted and needed to pass your test to become the ac tech you are today. They weren't there waiting for you to be released from jail over and over again. They weren't there when your ex was being difficult. THEY WEREN'T THERE. I WAS. I was there for all of it. I was there when it was hard for us to even keep our utilities on. I always knew that you were worth the wait because I believed in you. I knew that no matter what life threw at us the end result would be great. Now that you have everything, it shows. That's why these women want you. They want the name and status you come with. No matter what you tell them about me, like all the times I left. The times I didn't do the things I was supposed to do. How I apparently cheated. How I lied. How I didn't clean. Just remember to tell them that because of ME  you are the man they see today. Because no matter how many other names you tattoo on your body my name will always remain above your heart because that's exactly where I belong. 12 years I gave you. And even that wasn't enough for you. I will always love you more than you'll ever know. And I truly want nothing but the best for you.

FYF

This week has been pretty tough and today seems perfect for this.I broke down for the first time in a very long time,you see I try not to let shit get to me but this one over did it.

Fawk You-Marriage cause sometimes your a BITCH!!!

Fawk You-YOU,how dare you say that shit to me!!

Fawk You-Weather how do you go from the 80's to the 40's in the same week??????

Fawk You-To anyone who likes to talk shit about me,keep on hating BITCH!!!!!!

Most of all FAWK YOU !!!!!!

That's all I have for today.

FYF

Overall this week has been pretty good until I got a call early in the(wedsnday)morning with some really shitty news!!!
A friend of ours had to have her baby girl who is 4 life flighted to the hospital because she was kicked on the head by a horse,yes you read that right!!!she is currently in the ICU has all kinds of iv's and things of such all over her little body,they had to shave her entire beautiful head of blond hair for surgery to remove broken bone fragments from her brain,these next 72 hrs are very crucial but overall she is responding very good to everything!!Thank GOD for that!!!Nothing but love and prayers are going your way Brenna,we all love you and need you around just a tad bit longer. :)

that being said...
Fawk You,Fawk You,Fawk You ,Fawk You to the horse that kicked her,
I will forever see horses in a totally different way now!!!

FYF &FF

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Fawk you to the Wednesday where the kids stressed me the fuck out and I had to drink a beer and have me a cigarette!!

Fawk You to you because apparently Im fucking the whole world even all my facebook friends!!

Fawk You to stress and what stress does to you!

Fawk Me cause this week I just had to fucking cry it out by myself outside cause sometimes life&marriage can be very very shitty!!!

and last but not least
Better Late than Pregnant!!!

FYF

And of course I'm gonna talk about what everyone and they momma talking about around the world!!!
FAWK YOU Casey Anthony!!I mean who does that shit???who lies about their baby? who party's when they re baby is missing? are you fucking dumb or what!!?? I have near death experiences when I cant find my own kids in my own house!! my hearts starts to pound and it makes me wanna cry and then I find them sleeping under the table or on the side of the bed!!! and it makes me wanna beat the hell out of them for scarring the shit out of me but then I'm happy as hell that they re okay!!! I believe they re are 2 sides to every story but this one is just 1 sided,the bitch is guilty!how do you not cry I wouldn't give a fuck if I was being taped I would look like shit!!And the part that gets me the most is of poor baby Caylee!do you know how bad I wish I had a little girl running around in my house and you go and kill her and throw her away like trash!!!
Okay enough of that or I'm shit gonna start getting mad again!!
\FAWK YOU to that damn little bump/pimple inside of my nose that bitch hurts!!!
FAWK YOU to haters in general!!!
That's it for this week!!
Enjoy your weekend!!

FYF

Fawk You- to obsessed baby mommas who cant get over their ex even after he is married and has 4 kids!!

Fawk You- to your other baby daddy who thinks he can call my husband to ask when will he drop off his own kids....umm dumbass you aint nothing but a step dad to them and you have no right calling us to ask when will they go home!!! you will get a harassment suit on your ass if you dont quit!!!

Fawk You- dryer belt your ass busted on me and I gotta go back to the 1800's and hang a dry line to dry my clothes since where we live they have no laundry mats !!!

Fawk You- in general cause Im gonna keep doing my thing and your still gonna hate on what you wish you had..BIOTCH !!!!

THAT IS ALL MY FRIENDS,ENJOY YOUR WEEKEND !

FYF

Havent done one of these in a while so here I come...

Fawk You to the stupid bitch who thinks she could come to my house and yell at my baby,thats why your ass got told and a door was slammed on your plastic face.

Fawk You to the fucking lawyer who didnt show up yesterday for my babes court hearring.

Fawk You to all and any person/people who really wish to see us doing bad,Fuck You Bitches !!!

Fawk You to all the people that make my babe stress at work!!

I think thats it,wasnt too bad of a week.