Hour After Hour

Follow Your Heart

By all means do what your heart.tells you. Yes I left "The door open for another woman to walk in." like you both like to say. What I didn't think was that you were going to disrespect the fact that you were still a married man. You disrespected the vows we made on February 27. You think you have yourself a winner.... boy she has you fooled. A real woman who ends up knowing that the man she is attracted to is still married and has small children should have enough respect for herself to know that if one day she were to be in that position she wouldn't want another woman interfering in her marriage. A real woman would say if it's meant to be we'll be together someday and I will not be the cause of a family separation. A real woman would atleast have the decency to talk with the wife and explain her side if the story. A real woman would not bash on the wives mistakes. A real woman would simply wait to see how this "love" turns out. A real woman would never ever be the other woman. You know my only therapy is writing, I do it better than speaking itself. I do believe that everything happens for a reason and that no matter what happens with God and the power of prayer things can get better. I don't attend church. I don't read the Bible. I have committed a ton of sins but even I know that somethings are just plain wrong. I wanted my first marriage to be my only marriage. I didn't and still don't believe in divorce but you two have taught me that a whole different side of the human race. My heart goes with you even though my heart is probably just sitting in your junk drawer. You gave me something that I am eternally grateful for... My Children. You were my first everything. I wish you well with whatever new journey lies ahead. When it's all said and done,you'll think of me.

You Do It Too

We've all been there,you know you start off by watching some cute baby and puppy montage of constant laughter and then BAM!!!! You start clicking on videos that make no damn sense at all.That was me last night on Youtube.I was watching a video where a mother was blowing bubbles and her baby was laughing hysterically because their dog was chasing them and "eating" the bubbles.Sounds funny and cute right? It was.Now at the very moment that video ended I don't know why my sometimes unstable mind decided to click on a video that read "Golden Retriever Giving Birth To 9 Pups" yes y'all read that right.I know ....WEIRDO!!!! From there it went down hill fast.Oh by the way it was 10pm when I started with the cute baby vids.So as I'm falling into the depths of youtube I come across the births of the following, horses,goats,spinx cats,porcupine,giraffe and last one I clicked on was of an elephant giving birth.Now giving birth its self is strange but to watch as animals do it becomes even strange.All of the other said animals did the what I call normal thing,you know licking,cleaning and caring for their young.To me the toughest birth were of the horses my god I was counting the fucking contractions for christ sake.Then as my battery was coming to an end I'm watching the elephant and it is by far the most disgusting and disturbing thing I have even seen.Baby comes out and I'm thinking mom is gonna be all gentle to make it get up but no sir I was shocked at how rough the mother was to the baby elephant,but I'm gonna stop there and post the link to the video for you to watch for yourself.If of course you're willing to watch it.That my friends is how I spend my nights before I go to bed.

Link-
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1IDRIdE05ko