Phillip

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Awkward

You know I wasnt gonna write on this one about this but of course fuck it.this past weekend was very busy and full of party invites that we had to miss one of them and go to the other 2 that we had made plans for,that being said I looked up the word awkward cause the most awkward thing happened to me,I sat at the same table next to a girl who I went to school with but the only different thing on that was that not only did I not like her but we actually fought each other.yeah I know right!!??!! but as we all know crazy shit always happens before you have kids so as the adult that I am I decided to start up a simple conversation with said girl.turned out okay which then I realized that the hubs was talking to another(kids were(my kids)acting an ass in the bounce house)girl and as soon as she turned I was like hell theres another one yes people 2 girls who didnt like me way back when.but this one was way far away from me so it was okay,that one I would of kicked her ass!!! but anyway weekend turned out great and we had a ton of fun and a ton of drinks:) what I was to write ....

I have come to terms with the people around me family mostly and Ive learned that when I really need people to be around for support and such no one is ever around,Ive learned that when MY family needs helps everyone always has an excuse to say no to us, and because of all of that Ive learned along time ago that the only people I need in my life are my 4 babies and my husband.Dont get me wrong it hurts to know that we have no help but again they actually do us a favor,if and when things were different I dont know how close or together we'd all be.I would like that alot but you know shit happens.I have and will continue to tell my husband that the only family he needs is us,his wife and kids.anybody else can go to hell,we'll all see each other there anyway.Family is very important to the hubs,not so much to me(only mine matters)and it breaks my heart when he tells me that "no one loves him" he'll ask why? and at times I have no answers to give him.but babe we will be okay with or without them!!!

I needed to get that off my chest and agin Thank You Blogger for allowing me to do this.

XOXO Carol

Swapoween

You guys I just found the coolest fucking thing EVER!!! would you like to get some goodies in your mailbox well you'll have to go here and here for all the details.This sounds like soo much fun!!! Looking forward to it. :)

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Gator

could this week get any worse???!!!! I have lost one of my babies,our dog Gator is missing and I feel like Im just the worst dog mommy in the world,I couldnt stop crying last night I was even crying in my sleep,babe had to wake me up and ask if I was okay.I had him when he was soo small he couldnt even get out of a laundry basket,he was my baby,he would sleep in my room,I would feed him thats how small he was.I dont think he left cause he NEVER got out from the back yard and it makes me mad just to think someone would steal a family pet.I miss his barks,his scratching on the back door.I miss you dearly Gator.babe was so mad because not only myself but all the kids were crying,we went looking for him until 1am calling out his name but nothing!!To who ever has I hope you take good care of him,breaks my heart just writing that,I cant even get mad!!!I miss you Gator,please come back home if you did get out.

Sunday Morning

Like any other weekend this story would be the same drinking and hangovers but this one was waaayyy different!!!! As I know alot of you watched the Mayweather Vs Ortiz boxing match and I know alot of people may have been surprised by the outcome of it..what a sucker punch on Mayweather's part but let me not get into that subject cause it really gets me mad! Anyway come to Sunday morning 8am to be exact I woke up and was looking for something to drink looked in the fridge and I had left a 2liter club soda in the freezer and it was frozen solid...I really dont know what I was thinking when I grabbed it turned the cold water on and yes people I put the bottle under running water and guess what the hell happened next.....that damn thing BURST right in my hands!!!!!! at first I didnt notice anything until I wanted to start to sweep my living room my hands were hurting to the point that I couldnt have my hands around the broom,I look at then and they're all messed up.my left hand has a bruise all over it,my middle finger was cut and it fucking hurts like hell.My right hand is even worse I cant close my hands to even make a fist,my middle finger's nail is turning purple and it may fall off! :( my ring finger is all bruised up the same with this hand hurts really bad.Last night I couldnt sleep cause I was in pain I even started crying!! even as in typing it hurts I cant open a packet of seasoning,cant hold things for too long,cant even pour myself a drink and even driving the kiddos to school this morning was hard!!! Im not much of a whiner but this is too much I cant do shit!!!! other than that we had a good weekend finished with a bbq with family.So overall it was good except for my sunday morning.

Love you guys and I hope yall have a wonderful work week ahead of you.
XOXO

Anyone There

Hey guys!! I know I know I've been MIA but Im here havent done much but care for the kiddos and helping out with alot of reading and homework.nothing exciting has happened just yet but hey thats part of motherhood..ROUTINE!! the only thing that did happen and made me extremely happy was Season 4 of Sons Of Anarchy started yesterday!!! and ofcourse I was happy to see the sexy man himself"Jax" cause you know I got to meet him a while back!!! :) so yeah there you go havent done much and I have my moments of wanting to blog but yet have no kind of energy to just sit in front of the computer for it which I know its only a phase,gotta go and and get shit done around the casa cause I really let it go to shit over this summer vacay so until later ..love you guys and yes Im still reading every single one of yall!!!

Love
Carol :)