Gator

could this week get any worse???!!!! I have lost one of my babies,our dog Gator is missing and I feel like Im just the worst dog mommy in the world,I couldnt stop crying last night I was even crying in my sleep,babe had to wake me up and ask if I was okay.I had him when he was soo small he couldnt even get out of a laundry basket,he was my baby,he would sleep in my room,I would feed him thats how small he was.I dont think he left cause he NEVER got out from the back yard and it makes me mad just to think someone would steal a family pet.I miss his barks,his scratching on the back door.I miss you dearly Gator.babe was so mad because not only myself but all the kids were crying,we went looking for him until 1am calling out his name but nothing!!To who ever has I hope you take good care of him,breaks my heart just writing that,I cant even get mad!!!I miss you Gator,please come back home if you did get out.