Hour After Hour

To Life,To Love & To You

You can't always get what you want in life. You either get it to early to and don't appreciate it or you get it too late and you still don't fully understand what you have in front of you. The worst part about pain is the unexpected kind,the kind that hits you right in your heart. Can two souls that are meant to find each other really live without each other? Peace & clarity are in tune with each other right now. I have peace,you need clarity. For if the two shall meet once again I know that the force that is driven within our souls will finally reach it's destiny. As painful as it may be,it will be okay. To love someone is the greatest gift you can give but to lose that someone is a pain that will live within you forever. For I now know what must be done. I will see you again old friend. I wish you a journey full of peace,full of clarity,full of excitement but most of all I wish you the very best. A love like this comes once in a lifetime. I will forever be grateful for the blessings you have given me. I will always be there to remind you that I once was one of your greatest joys in life. I will always have the pleasure to say that man over there.... He was my husband a long time ago. I will always love you and that's something that no one can take away from me. I'll see you later baby. Good luck. I hope you find what you're looking for.

Your Beloved 1st Wife,
Carol

Damian

This one is dedicated to my "bonus" son Damian Bernal.

Happy Birthday "Son" I really wish things were different and I would of loved to have you here at home with us~!! but things are not that way and I truly hope that when you get older you come to realize that the people in this home have ALWAYS loved you and your brother very much!!!!! I wish I could call you and ask to see how you are doing but to many people on your side that is crossing the line and I'm only looking for trouble and drama,when in fact I just want to speak to y'all,I miss y'all very much and love when y'all are here! I am very PROUD to call you and your brother my SONS!!!!the kiddos here Miss y'all as well and it hurts me when they ask about y'all,or when they say "they re coming for Christmas right mommy?" it breaks my heart.I know that you "think" everything is all wrong but baby trust me when I say this to you....WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU AND ONE DAY YOU WILL BE HOME WITH US!!!! I hope you have lots and lots of fun on this day(Dec.6)and know that no matter what we are always with you.

Happy Birthday Damian

Love Always,
Carol & Dad