Is it ever too early

2pm -drinking wine and doing some much needed relaxation.I ask myself "Is it ever too early to drink wine?"Not to mention really good and cheap wine,which I have to say it has a sweet taste to it which is my frist.While my adhd is playing his psp the other 3 are watching tv and arew up to no good but by me drinking this it will allow me to let them run wild.... but in a few I will be ready to clean the mess they have made like a Happy Housewifethat I am.So anyway back to my wine ...it's AWESOME to be able to have a little distraction durring the week so that I may be able to stay Normal,whatever that maybe????

What do you want...

On a lighter note,yesterday I went to an interview for a grocery chain that Im not even gonna name.They let us know that by 5pm today if you receive a phone call your going to your second interview,if you don't ..keep looking for another job.I did not get a call back...
What more do you want from a stay at home mom??Did my drawing skills not do it for you?? Maybe it's that the world wants me to stay in a house where all I hear is "wheres the toilet paper","MOOOOOOOM he has my cup or "he keeps following me"Soooooo I will be staying here with the ones that tell me "I love you",and make my day by letting me know that Im the bestest mom in the whole wide world!!!!!

Why..

Why is it that when you lose someone that you haven't had contact with in such a long time ,that it hurts so much.? I currently lost my uncle and the pain is un explainable...I miss him so much and I would do anything to have him back or even too have him back just enough for me to be able to see him and say Hello,Goodbye and I love you all at the same time. Its hard for me because I have so many fond memories of him and while I want to curl up and cry till I cant anymore,its this image that I'm scared for my kids to see me in.I have to be strong when inside I feel soo sad.I don't even know what I'm doing right now but I need to let this out and this is the only thing that came to mind.I hope we meet again someday but until then...I love you and I want you to know that you will always be part of me because you are my uncle and I miss you soooo much and I pray you guide me through the life I have ahead of me. Te extrano mucho Tio Dikis!!!
Con Mucho Amor,
tu sobrina Carol Hernandez