Porque Vas A Llorar

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Last One Standing

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Lyrics

Because sometimes music lyrics speak for what youre feeling.


I admit that you almost had me
I admit I was almost crazy
Had me thinking 'bout calling that bitch that night and let her know where she can come and meet me
But it's cool i'mma be a lady
She think she cute but she don't phase me
Can't say I'm not hurt
I'd be damned if I'm broken
What we had is now hers
Let her know she can have it


And I admit that I thought about creeping
So you could get a dose of how I feel
Cause our hearts can never seem to break even
But what's the use I rather pack it up and leave
Cause here we are again, cause you're wrong again
You're trying to tell me that you love me
But your actions say another thing


LET HER KNOW THAT SHE CAN HAVE IT.
FUCK YOU AND THAT BITCH.
NO ONE WILL EVER COMPARE TO ME
BUT YOU ALREADY KNOW THAT DONT YOU.


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Lyrics

and every time I talked to you this song came on, now I know why........

"If I leave here tomorrow
Would you still remember me?
For I must be traveling on, now,
'Cause there's too many places I've got to see.
But, if I stayed here with you, girl,
Things just couldn't be the same.
'Cause I'm as free as a bird now,
And this bird you can not change."

"Though this feeling I can't change.
But please don't take it so badly,
'Cause the lord knows I'm to blame.
But, if I stayed here with you girl,
Things just couldn't be the same.
Cause I'm as free as a bird now,
And this bird you can not change."

Too Afraid To Love You

My gears they grind
More each day
And I feel like
They're gonna grind away

And the city blocks
They drive me wild
They're never ending
Mile after mile

I just don't know what to do
I'm too afraid to love you

It's heaven on earth
In her embrace
Her gentle touch
And her smiling face

I'm just one wishing
That I was a pair
With someone
Oh somewhere

All those sleepless nights
And all those wasted days
I wish loneliness would leave me
But I think it's here to stay
What more can I do
I'm wringing myself dry
And I can't afford to lose
One more teardrop from my eye

Man I really love this fuckin'song!!!!!

Music

Well things have been really really quiet since our girl CB left,but since I decided to take a look at my life from the outside in,I have now started thinking that maybe just maybe there really is some shit I could change,because as of this moment I want to.Lets see how long this ships sails!!!I want to DRASTICALLY reduce my alcohol intake,for the sake of my boys(drinking a little less means maybe just drinking at night when they're asleep and not watching)I would not want for them to be alcoholic like their mother and granddad(my dad)I am on Pandora Radio as we write and for some damn reason I decide to tune into my Vicente Fernandez channel........big mistake!!!now I wanna drink,that man there just hits every single note with so much power that damn it when he cries...fuck it I cry too!!!!Ilove that old fart!!!and I have too admit I'm a big Mexican when I drink but I guess I can call myself a red neck girl cause holy shit I love me some fucking Lynard Skynard!!!! I love everything they sing!!!what a combination huh....mexican redneck girl from Texas!!fuck I think I'm off topic but who the fuck cares!!!
That's It! :)

My childhood neighborhood.

This week I chose writing prompt 1.) Your childhood neighborhood.

Cimarron is the name of my childhood neighborhood,we lived there since I was 5 yrs old.
It was a very nice and quiet place to live,no bad neighbors,nothing out of the ordinary just
a typical small community.Every one was able to be outside,everyone knew each other,all
was picture perfect.I remember one neighbor the most Mr.Gandy our local tv repair man
he was the best he gave us a microwave that up until last year gave up on my mom.That's
fairly about 9 years that thing stayed with us ,he fixed all our tv's when hey would go out.
He was a really nice and handy neighbor to have,plus he  was good friends with my dad.
Where ever you are Mr.Gandy...you were awesome ! My other favorite was Miss Andrea
she is a very sweet lady,  always watching over us and I was really good friends with her
grandkids.I loved living there at the time and I have alot of memories that my sister and
brothers left there. One of my favorite was when my sister and I thought it was a good
idea to ride my bike while she was holding on to the back of my bike while she was riding
her roller blades. At the time we really didn't know that trying to roller blade on gravel was
a very bad idea that would leave you knee scars!!!!! Good times..lol ! But now that I go visit
my mother.....the once quiet family friendly Cimarron is now filled with a bunch of little wannabes
gangster boys that think is cool to have your pants below your ass and wear a big ass white t shirt.
All you hear is nothing but loud music,parties every where and I'm glad to say I'm very far away
from was once known as my neighborhood.I see it now and would not want my babies any where
near there. But as I grow older I'm glad it left me with good memories and I can look back and
talk to my kiddos about the things we did there.Goodbye Cimmarron
Simlpy Sarali