Well things have been really really quiet since our girl CB left,but since I decided to take a look at my life from the outside in,I have now started thinking that maybe just maybe there really is some shit I could change,because as of this moment I want to.Lets see how long this ships sails!!!I want to DRASTICALLY reduce my alcohol intake,for the sake of my boys(drinking a little less means maybe just drinking at night when they're asleep and not watching)I would not want for them to be alcoholic like their mother and granddad(my dad)I am on Pandora Radio as we write and for some damn reason I decide to tune into my Vicente Fernandez channel........big mistake!!!now I wanna drink,that man there just hits every single note with so much power that damn it when he cries...fuck it I cry too!!!!Ilove that old fart!!!and I have too admit I'm a big Mexican when I drink but I guess I can call myself a red neck girl cause holy shit I love me some fucking Lynard Skynard!!!! I love everything they sing!!!what a combination huh....mexican redneck girl from Texas!!fuck I think I'm off topic but who the fuck cares!!!
That's It! :)
Do what you gotta do for your boys mama!! Noone else matters more .. but most importantly do it for you
ReplyDeleteive been there- but your right its hard when you stop, because everything seems to make you wanna drink! but you can do it if you really want it!
ReplyDeleteI love you hooker... If you need to talk you have me email! (I'm not real good at checking it anymore but I will get it eventually right???)
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