OCD

So I was watching a show about people who suffer from OCD and was thinking"Holy cow,how can people do this every day?"Then it slapped me right in the face....I have a mild case of OCD!?!?!?!?!?!?I on the other hand I know why I'm like this,it started in my high school years..9th grade I had a don't give a fuck attitude!so I did drugs,my drug of choice was poppin' pills downers,uppers, and everything in between.I remember one day I skipped school in school????I know sounds crazy but I did it.I always knew people who just would do anything I told them to do or give me anything that I asked for.I was that chick who knew everyone!and most girls HATED me for that,well I decided i wanted to pop around 6 pills in a day and I did and I was pretty much a walking zombie(Good Looking too..)nothing happened and well I went home,got there and left again.I didn't come back until 7pm...(Hardcore,I know)took a shower and was ready to sleep well.........I didn't sleep at all!!!my closet door was open and for some odd reason I swear I thought someone was in there looking at me!!I had to wake my sister up and made me count to me,say every single letter of the alphabet just so I could get a little distracted away from my closet door.I woke up at 6am and I can say I only slept for an hour!Well now every single day of my life since that happened to me I HAVE to make sure every single door in my house is closed or I cant sleep!I check the bathrooms,closets,laundry doors,coat closets just basically anything that has a door to it.I will not let my kids sleep with their door open!!!!Oh absolutely not,the one and only door that is allowed to be open is the door to their room.Its kinda crazy now that I think about it,I didn't sleep last night just cause I was like shit,i do this shit everyday even when we sleep over at someones house.but yeah folks I have a mild case of OCD,I swear too much,yell a whole lot,drink,I'm a little lazy and I do all that with 4 boys and a husband.WOW!

Just thought I let ya'll know...:)