Thank You

To Life,To Love & To You

You can't always get what you want in life. You either get it to early to and don't appreciate it or you get it too late and you still don't fully understand what you have in front of you. The worst part about pain is the unexpected kind,the kind that hits you right in your heart. Can two souls that are meant to find each other really live without each other? Peace & clarity are in tune with each other right now. I have peace,you need clarity. For if the two shall meet once again I know that the force that is driven within our souls will finally reach it's destiny. As painful as it may be,it will be okay. To love someone is the greatest gift you can give but to lose that someone is a pain that will live within you forever. For I now know what must be done. I will see you again old friend. I wish you a journey full of peace,full of clarity,full of excitement but most of all I wish you the very best. A love like this comes once in a lifetime. I will forever be grateful for the blessings you have given me. I will always be there to remind you that I once was one of your greatest joys in life. I will always have the pleasure to say that man over there.... He was my husband a long time ago. I will always love you and that's something that no one can take away from me. I'll see you later baby. Good luck. I hope you find what you're looking for.

Your Beloved 1st Wife,
Carol

Lost In Love

Broken promises, missed opportunities & painful heartache is what you have given me. Love doesn't conquer all because if it did then you would still be right next to me. I leave with nothing but memories of you hurting me, lying to me and even after everything has been said and done you still didn't love me enough to tell me the truth.  Goodbye Old Friend. 

Memories

Childhood

My childhood neighborhood.

This week I chose writing prompt 1.) Your childhood neighborhood.

Cimarron is the name of my childhood neighborhood,we lived there since I was 5 yrs old.
It was a very nice and quiet place to live,no bad neighbors,nothing out of the ordinary just
a typical small community.Every one was able to be outside,everyone knew each other,all
was picture perfect.I remember one neighbor the most Mr.Gandy our local tv repair man
he was the best he gave us a microwave that up until last year gave up on my mom.That's
fairly about 9 years that thing stayed with us ,he fixed all our tv's when hey would go out.
He was a really nice and handy neighbor to have,plus he  was good friends with my dad.
Where ever you are Mr.Gandy...you were awesome ! My other favorite was Miss Andrea
she is a very sweet lady,  always watching over us and I was really good friends with her
grandkids.I loved living there at the time and I have alot of memories that my sister and
brothers left there. One of my favorite was when my sister and I thought it was a good
idea to ride my bike while she was holding on to the back of my bike while she was riding
her roller blades. At the time we really didn't know that trying to roller blade on gravel was
a very bad idea that would leave you knee scars!!!!! Good times..lol ! But now that I go visit
my mother.....the once quiet family friendly Cimarron is now filled with a bunch of little wannabes
gangster boys that think is cool to have your pants below your ass and wear a big ass white t shirt.
All you hear is nothing but loud music,parties every where and I'm glad to say I'm very far away
from was once known as my neighborhood.I see it now and would not want my babies any where
near there. But as I grow older I'm glad it left me with good memories and I can look back and
talk to my kiddos about the things we did there.Goodbye Cimmarron
Simlpy Sarali