It's Been A While

I found myself dreaming of you. I have to say that is has been a while since it happened last. I once again saw the face that at one point gave me peace.

I don't recall the place we were at but you were there with her. I walked by and you followed me into the bathroom. It was as if nothing had changed at all. The typical questions: how are you? How are the parents? Things of that sort. Then your girl walked in and asked you what were you doing. Funny thing is that you said I'm fixing this light. She walks out brings with her an older lady that I do not know. She says something that I could not hear, turns around and walks away. As she does this you follow but before you leave you kiss me and say "It's always been you." End of dream. I wake at 4:17am and I no longer am able to sleep. It leaves me thinking of you, again it's been awhile. With only the memories and dreams to remember you by. Until we meet again.

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Two nights in a row I have dreamed of you, both times we're both talking like how we used to except the only difference is that this time around there is no flirting what so ever,it;s just the two of us talking plain and simple.I miss that, I really do.I hope that I'm able to have these dreams turn into a reality.Even if it is in my dreams it puts a smile on my face.Thank You.

Not This One

Ive been known for having some real crazy dreams some that are sooooo fucking fake that you wouldn't even believe it was a dream and some soo real that made me wake up and cry or left me in shock but the dream I had last night was just UNBELIEVABLE.I woke up and started to cry!!!All I remember was being in a town home of some sort on the second floor,walking in and finding the hubby there with a friend drinking.I was so pissed that I started washing dishes(I do that in real life,when I'm pissed I do chores)well he(hubby)said some smart ass remark and Ii blew up and started talking shit.He comes into the kitchen part of the house and now he's talking shit but I cant hear nothing that he is saying,I turn around and grab a knife that I really have here at home and he says this to me "go ahead, do it" and guess what I did??I stabbed him in the chest...he goes and say something to the friend again cant hear what he is saying and I turn around and start heading towards he door he grabs me and I jump from the second story.He follows and pins me against the fence ....this is the part I couldn't believe (my hands are even shaking right now)I continue to sab him until he falls to the floor and dies.I run to a neighbors house to call his sister,mom,and everbody number that I remember but no one and i mean no one answered.The people ask what is wrong and I tell them and as soon as I could remember there were cops everywhere and as one was about to cuff me I wake up.Holy Shit never have I had a dream like that before,never!!I love the hubby and sometimes I feel like strangling his ass but this dream was just so......I don't know!!! what the fuck why am I dreaming of this??????????I just needed to get this out cause I don't have the guts to tell it to him,which i tell him just about every weird and crazy dream I have but not this one might freak him out a bit!!!

Thank you Blogger for this one!!!!

Ask Yourself

Have a dream, then learn to follow it. When it has been fulfilled look back and ask yourself, was it worth it? Was the price too great? Or has it just left you with a hole in your heart?

Dreams are illustrations from the book your soul is writing about you.

All Smiles

You were in my dreams last night,it has left a smile on my face.Even if only in my dreams.