Life

It's my birthday !!! The big 28 !! Looking forward to what lies ahead.

Carol

Why are you crying?What makes this any different from tears shed before?Could you or do you still want that life?What will be different?It'll still be there there when and if you go.There will always be the questioning because of the circumstances.What do you want?Is it what you want?or is it that you cant see it the way it is?Fear,pain and tears is whats happening right now.Will it be the same ten years from now?Are you crazy for even doing this?.Writing to myself cause I cant seem to find anyone else who understands.Tell me,tell him.tell her.Why is it so hard to cope when your heart doesnt break even?I dont know what Im doing.What do you miss?What do you need?What is happening to you?

Lyrics

and every time I talked to you this song came on, now I know why........

"If I leave here tomorrow
Would you still remember me?
For I must be traveling on, now,
'Cause there's too many places I've got to see.
But, if I stayed here with you, girl,
Things just couldn't be the same.
'Cause I'm as free as a bird now,
And this bird you can not change."

"Though this feeling I can't change.
But please don't take it so badly,
'Cause the lord knows I'm to blame.
But, if I stayed here with you girl,
Things just couldn't be the same.
Cause I'm as free as a bird now,
And this bird you can not change."

Tristes Recuerdos

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What I Am

I kinda wanna let this out....



My name is Carol and yes I do drink alcohol not beer but liquor is my vice,I do smoke(cigarettes) when I'm stressed,I am a stay at home mom,I am married(legally)and not common law,I often say Oh Fuck It alot because I am only human and with a house full of boys,you just gotta say it to stay sane,I am and always be a bitch because of home wrecking bitches.I do curse,I do think I have a very tough life even though looking from the outside in my life looks fucking fabulous,I am the only female in my household,I am a sister,I am a damn good friend who will NOT let you down,I am quiet but beware I will tear your ass a new one if need be,I am in love with the thought of love,I trust too easily,I cry alot but no in public,when I say I love you,I mean it cause I have a big heart,I am the one person you can count on when shit hits the fan,I am the person who will never spill your secrets,I am the one you least expect to steal your heart and Then make you cry,but most of all I AM ME.

What am I .... Myself :)

XOXO