Forgiveness

What would I ask forgiveness from/for?Wow I think that list will be too long but let me reflect on my wrongs.First and foremost I want to ask my mother for forgiveness because she put up with alot of my crap!!! I do mean ALOT,my husband because I know at times I get very bitchy..Ok let me do it this way...I'm sorry for being a challenging daughter,I'm sorry for getting you upset when you needed me,I'm sorry for being a "mean mommy",I'm sorry if I ever hurt your feelings,I'm sorry I helped in you making bad decisions,I'm sorry for all the wrong Ive caused in your life.I ask for forgiveness from my father, mother,husband,kids,in laws and most of all I ask if I can learn to forgive myself for doing everything that I  have done in my 24 years of life.I know there will be more mistakes to be made but only then when you make those mistakes will you be able to reflect on this and ask if you or anyone can really get forgiven for your doings.I wish I had more contact with family members that have passed away ....I would say to them I'm sorry for not being there,I'm sorry that I didn't get to say you I love you, and I would hope to get their forgiveness because those were the ones who will always be the ones who cared unconditionally. I hope I did this one right,I'm new to this Blogger world but I'm hopping to be able to express myself and find peace and happiness in my writings.
Love
Simply Sarali