A Long Drive

Where would I go?I think I would just grab my stuff and go minus the husband and kids!From Texas to where ever highway 59 north takes me..but with my bad sense of directions who knows where I would end and how long it would take to get there.I know I would stop at every little shop I could get too and simply buy something or just ask for directions..to where I don't know?In the mist of all that driving of course I would have plenty of time to talk to my "inner"mommy and ask "What can I do to be a better mom?"What to do to be a better wife,and most of all what are the things that I have to change so that my boys will grow up remembering the mom who did and will continue to do everything for them.As I have this window of maybe 10 minutes to my self I'm, reflecting on those same questions,Are my kids proud of the momma they have,is my hard working husband tired of coming home to a grouchy and bitchy wife,am I setting good examples for my boys,will they grow up to be kind loving GENTEL MEN?My long drive would probably be for the best and to my return...Oh My Goodness would everyone be surprised!Until I take that long drive I will continue to be the neighbor with a bunch of kids,a bitchy wife,a mean mommy,a shy girl who fears of what others think,a friend to all but an enemy you would hate to have,and most of all I will be ME!!