You know what really gets under my skin...when people make assumptions about me from what they have heard from other people.I know Im not the prettiest girl around shit I may not even come off as a smart girl at times but shit what gives you any right to talk about me to other people who dont know me?!I understand that Im not perfect because in my 26 years of life I have made some fucked up shit and yes I have learned from my mistakes because thats what people do they make mistakes and learn from them.I dont have anything that is worth someone looking at me and saying"I wish I had that" what I do have is a husband and kids,I have nothing to my name, not even a house hell not even a fucking car.What is it about my life that you find soo fucking great?I dont have a perfect marriage its far from that.Im a high school drop out,I had my first kid at the tender age of 17.I stay at home while my husband literally kills himself to provide for us.What do you dislike or better yet what or why do you find my life so interesting to keep talking about it?I am socially akward person,thats just who I am I dont allow other people to see the person I really am because I hate to be judged,I dont judge anyone!!not even when I should tahts not for me to decide or to even talk about.I dont ever let anyone or anything get to me beacause the way I see it is that if you tak that much time to concentrate to talk about me than you certainly dont have enough time to take care of your own shit and thats why the things around you dont go as planned,but this time Im pissed.I hate and I do mean hate people like that,that can one day smile to your face as if everything is okay and the next theyre barking like the bitch they truly are.WHY? I just dont get it???!!!! Really if you think that by talking bad about me makes you look any better baby girl it doesnt, because as the people you are telling these lies too are getting to know me they are noticing that the fake bitch is really you!!!!I dont have to put on a fake smile to every event I go to because I do like being out and about,I do like being seen as the awkward silent girl then the girl I heard this about and so on.Please believe that Karma is a bitch and that bitch has a good friend named Carol and that said friend can turn your life into a fucking living hell if need be.I am not afarid to get air out anything and everything I know.I can and will always be a true frind,a friend that will have your back thick or thin,a friend that you will always remember and say "Damn,I miss that girl" a friend who will always be around no matter how near or far you are.I can also be that girl who you hate,the girl who made you cry,the girl who made you question your exsistance,the girl who you wished you never lost,the girl that your scared to look at,the girl who makes your life a living hell,the girl who will spit on your name and laugh,the girl who you didnt expect to do all these things.I dont like to be that girl,I really dont but when you push my buttons to that extreme I can be that girl and I will not have any remorse for the actions that come after it.I always try my very best to keep everyone happy because I love to love if that makes any sense.Im a kind soul and I do see good in everyone but the world is full of shady people and I know I have to roll with the punches but fuck it, a girl can only do soo much.
Well thats it for my fuck you post,other than that Im having a good start of the week and weekend was beyond good.Make it a good week you guys,Love Ya!!!
I think I'm too white to say this, but seriously...
ReplyDeleteHaters gonna hate. Or whatever. You've gotta rise above it and not worry about what those people think. Especially if they don't know you.
Keep up a positive attitude and watch how the Negative Nelly's will seem to drift away.
ReplyDeleteIf they are talking about others TO you, what are they saying to others ABOUT you. If they are talking shit- nobody is immune and everyone is their 'target' at some point.