Friday, September 21, 2012

Different Plans

Well my plans have changed,I am now moving back to Houston.I really don't want to move back but I am not able to find a reliable sitter for my boys here.Talked to my mother and of course she said it was fine to move back in to her house,though I know that's gonna suck major ass I gotta do it.I am beyond stressed I wake up tired,go to sleep tired,I gotta wake my boys up at 6am to make sure they aren't late to school because they attend school close by my job which is a 45 min drive from my sister house.I know that going back will be hard but its the only thing I can do right now.I will continue to work I have already talked to my agent(staffing) and I have a job waiting for me when I get there.The city of Austin has been nothing but good to me and I will miss it dearly but I have to do whats best for my boys and I.I also know that I wont be bothered by the ex cause he has since moved to San Antonio,that puts a distance between us on the other hand though it ll be a little tough to see my other boys more often but they know that I love them very much.One thing I do want to see happen is that I don't have to stay that long at mothers house cause that's bound to cause me some stress but hey for now my main focus is getting to work and taking good care of my babies.

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  1. I totally relate. I have actually always wanted to move to Austin. But all my family is here. Meaning my backbone! It's hard when you have kids. Living and making decisions around them can be over whelming but at the end of the day when you hear "mommy" oh it's so worth it!

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